Name: How to never stop being sad.
Uploaded: 2017-12-25T14:07:57.000Z
Duration: 2 min 5 s
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repeat to yourself that they're not really gone

time has proven that fooling yourself into believing  a lie is the most effective way to deal with  things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you

“was this a sign that things were going wrong”

no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone

either attempting to gather up the courage to  turn these demons

these constant reminders of  your loneliness

you could feel  the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself

always bring your notebook, never stop writing

leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip

"my life is shit because I deserve it, right?"

it's nearly impossible for you to cry now

even though  they’re the only sense of consistency you have  left in your life

if they really wanted  to see you they’d come

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love

watch as you begin to take a backseat to the  world around you

become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of  your feelings in old stolen rum

learn to  love the taste of it dripping down your throat

find comfort in the warmth coming from your  stomach

you don’t need other people to drive away your loneliness

you just needed to find a way to talk to it